這世界如果男人少一點 災難會不會也少一點
還是
這世界女人少一點 男人就會少一點了

煩惱好像吃辣
沒有它吃什麼都不夠味
太多 你恨不得把舌頭切了
正好的 還能帶出更多滋味
最近好像吃的越來越辣
而且還天天要吃

每當接收到關於它的語言

嗅覺與食道會先受到刺激

是一種空腹嘔出的強酸味

然後是隨之而來的灼傷感

這些無辜被推上前線作戰
都是後來斜躺在擔架上的

他們做的他們不知道

你真的恨不下去

currently in repeat over and over and over

the only dying swan i cried for

natalia makarova from the mariinsky ballet played the swan in 1982 at royal ballet covent garden

documentary of the month

"Don't Laugh."
"I can't help it."
"Laughter always brings sadness too."
"Why cry? I've cried enough for a lifetime.  I can't help it, I have to laugh."
"Laughing, crying, both are a part of life.  No one can see what it buried deeper.  There is so much sorrow and pain.  We try to forget sadness with a little laughter, but the pain still remains."

Helmut Lang ad circa 1999, photographed by Cary Wolinsky of Nat Geo

makes nowadays fashion campaigns look so outdated

film of the month

see the world system through a trivial matter.

film of the month

The Tree and The Chrysalis

“After an unjust death, there is nothing to say. Nothing at all. As will become plain below.

From the branch of an olive tree, there hung a tiny chrysalis the color of emerald. Tomorrow it would be a butterfly, freed from its cocoon. The tree was happy to see his chrysalis grown, but secretly he wanted to keep her a few more years. As long as she remembers he’d shielded her from gusts, saved her from ants, but tomorrow she would leave to affront predators and poor weather alone. That night, a fire ravaged the forest, and the chrysalis never became a butterfly. At dawn, the ashes cold, the tree stood still, but his heart was charred, scarred by the flames, scarred by grief. Ever since then when a bird alights on the tree, the tree tells it about the chrysalis that never woke up. He pictures her wings spread flitting across a clear blue sky, drunk on nectar and freedom, the discreet witness to our love stories.”